Searching for my holy grail

I don’t know what it is.

And I don’t know exactly how to find it.

Others have got it.

But I haven’t got mine

Not yet.

I’ve come close to finding it

But its proving elusive at the moment.

Its something I’ve searched for before

And not found

But its got to be there

It just has

But looking at what others have found, is what I’ve been looking for.

And along the way I can see what they found, and know that I could replicate it.

But I don’t want theirs.

I want mine